A Sore Throat Quiets The Mind

I have a sore throat today. I really do hate feeling sick, especially sore throats. They really suck, I hate the feeling of having a sore throat. Coughs are pretty bad as well, almost as bad as sore throats. But I do say, sometimes I do like fevers if I get to be wrapped up in blankets and be very comfortable. I do like that, but only if I have nothing to do. However that rarely happens because one only gets sick at the most unideal times. That may also be because during that time one is stressed and so one gets sick then.

Well, anyways. As I was saying, I have a sore throat now. And I find it somewhat good at this time. Somehow my mind is quieter. Is is some physiological thing that because one has sore throat and cannot speak that the mind chatters less as well? Perhaps, or perhaps I'm just being silly. Anyways I do enjoy my mind being quiet. Not that I am mental or anything, having multiple voices in my head. It is more that I am constantly bombarded by my never-ending list of things to do and incessant worrying of how things need to go in the future. It is very problematic, when I do not have any clear idea of where I am going, how to get there, when to get where when, and who should I approach to ask for direction s (figuratively speaking). But anyways, I guess one should have faith in this sort of things? I particularly lack faith and so am always thinking and thinking, until it is all thought out but I still haven't figured anything out. Well, it is kind of ridiculous that I need a sore throat to make myself see that this is not very right is it. I guess sickness really is the body telling me I am not doing myself any good.