Sick Again

I'm sick again. I think it's from stress and feeling I am not doing enough. So need to declutter my life and focus on one thing at a time, and not run around like a headless chicken. Seriously, when I try to rest and sort of in delirium, I'm like dreaming of working on my stuff. Even solving mathematical equations in my sleep. Then I wake up I think, what the hell was all that, working which is actually not work, and I'm still tired all the same. Need to learn to switch off my brain sometimes.

Or maybe I caught something from some other people at the gym. Damn you, anonymous person with flu. 

Anywho, yes, less stress and no more thinking over too many things at once. One thing at a time, get it done and move on. No more stressed attached to work. Well, I always feel if I don't stress over it then I don't care that much about it, then in that I'm not really passionate about my work, and then what's the point of doing it in the first place. But no, now I think I should just get it done. And I can be happy about it when it's done. I mean what has this "passion" brought me. Already got sick like 2 or 3 times already and it's only April. So yes. Get it done. Move on. Stop stressing over things that are too much extrapolated into the future. I'll just write down a to-do list and extract all this clutter from my brain.