Ok, so. I know saying prayers are good. I was baptized at birth and have never really been a devout Christian much. I think when I was little I only sort of enjoyed it cause I like the songs they sing, and musky old smell of churches in the UK. In Malaysia, I did not like it as much because it was hot and sticky and there was a hell lot of mosquitoes in evening mass. Ok, anyways my relationship with God . I do basically say my prayers every night and all, but these days I'm stepping up the ante and saying the rosary. Well, devout Catholics probably say that's a basic thing, but me I haven't been to church much since primary school, so that is really a lot for me.
Well anyways the thing is this. Is there a correlation between me saying the rosary and what happens in my day? I don't know what the correlation is but the days following the nights I have said the rosary has been quite crappy. One may say that all crappy things happening have their reasons and it may be a lesson in there somewhere. But still, a crappy day is a crappy day. And I decided to not say the rosary 1 night and just the normal (shorter) prayers. And that day turned out lovely. AND I still get to learn things on good days.
And just last night having said the rosary again, I had the most crazy ass dream. It was religious dream, sort of. To do with Hinduism or Buddhism or something. And basically there's this prophecy where these two people have destinies that would alter the course of the world (these two are my friends in real life, but in the dream they turn into uber awesome Jesus-like people, or some prophet at the very least). Anywho, I'm in the mix somehow, and my destiny is intertwined with which of them would be the one that would bring the path of the world. And so at the end of the road, my choice would be to kill one of them two, either way it's not a good decision to make, killing people. What's with religion and the killings? Ain't Buddishm the most peaceful religion or something. Okay so, all through that dream followers from both of those guys are trying to kill me. Oh, so in this dream I know martial arts and shit, so I kick lots of ass. And at the end of dream, well I forgot. I don't know who I picked to kill, or if I managed to go that far. Anyways, the point is the dream was absolute load of crap! Seeing that story, it sounds epic and all, but in actual fact, it was like a 3rd rate movie, where the action was crap and the script was corny as hell. So what is this? Rosary=crappy dreams? Oh, hold on a sec. I don't think I said the rosary last night. Okay forget about my theory. I just had a crappy dream.
oh wait. maybe saying the rosary just gives me crappy days, not crappy dreams. wow, my life sucks the rosary would give me crappy days and good dreams and not saying the rosary would give me good days and crappy dreams. Perhaps I should alternate days of saying Rosary, so I can even out the crappiness.
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