Is Nothing, Seriously

I have nothing to say. I am quite sleepy. But I fee like blogging. So here's the 1st of I'm sure going to be a whole bunch, of nonsense blog posts. Let's see. I'm listening to Big Yellow Taxi by Counting Crows. I like this song, it cheers me up. Not that I need cheering up. Just saying when I feel low, it's one of my pick me up songs. I have no idea what the song means really though. What else. I think I'll talk about my taboo discussion topics. Because I just thought of some things that I started typing then straight away deleted. Well, not that I'm super tight on censorship or whatever, just some things, I don't want to blog about now. Because they are still ongoing and I do not wish to jinx it. Not that they are touchy or anything. I just feel if I talk about it's sort of putting that energy into the universe, and that would in effect, affect the outcome. Yeah, superstitious. Say for instance, if I just had an exam or whatever, if asked how I did I'll never say I did very well even though I did well. Because I don't want to eat my words when the results come out. And also things like some resolution I made to study real hard at some set time, I don't like to talk about it. Because I may later decide to not do it, and I feel real bad about it. Well, like today, I said I'd go to uni to do some stuff (though it's Saturday, whatever). Anyways, the point is I did not go and watched the whole 3rd season of Burn Notice. Yes, great resolve Lawrence. Looks like all my concerns revolve around work. yeah, workaholic. But not working as hard as much as I like, well not producing as much as I like either, I love but, yeah, struggle some times. Ah let me shut off the work talk. Must learn to do that, don't want to get over stressed and sick again.

Ok, let me spin the wheel of nonsense and pick a nonsense topic to talk about. Wow, now the playlist playing lemon tree by fool's garden. and it's playing the part where it's singing "isolation...isolation". I must be one sad boy. The one word that keeps popping in my head is Monkey. Doctor, what's wrong with me. Do I like monkeys all that much? well, i don't know, some monkeys are really quite ugly. and mean. but i love bananas though. maybe thats why I live monkeys, we have common interests and food preferences.

What else. Oh, ok. I've decided to sleep without a pillow, cos when i wake up my shoulders are always sore. but i tried sleeping without pillow, and it was ok. so i guess that works.

I wonder why people blog. I at this moment, really have not important thing to say. just things i thought about. do people read this crap? obviously not. no comments. so why do i keep writing? dont know.. just have nothing to do and like to rant on and on about nothing. I can write about nothing all day. i head the plane outside. it's kinda loud. i hear planes now and then. i sometimes hear it, while in my bedroom start imagining. i imagine this. i close my eyes and start thinking that i am displacing myself like a ghost from my body out my window then flying. then im in the green fields of ireland or something and walking around in the green fields. wow, how awesome if i could fly then i can go anywhere. and not leave any carbon foot print for travelling. but flying so high i guess my face would be ripped off. and at such altitude. I might fly up there and faint and fall splat back to earth. well, i cant really fly. so whatever

thats like nonsense karl pilkington would say. im no round headed buffoon. i shall stop now with that. what else.

my wall's white. there are 2 hooks on it. i thought it'd be awesome to hang a huge pin up piece of wooden board on the wall. then i can draw whole lot of things and start pasting it to that piece of wood. there's be pencil drawings though. cos i kinda hate colouring. maybe because i just suck at it.

Ok, im sick of talking about myself. ill talk about something else. wait, no. Ill talk as being someone else. so the following is not representative of me.

Ok, think think, think like someone else. wow, my mind pulled blanks. ok, from this very in depth test, i deduce everyone else is an idiot. because my mind went blank, hence everyone else are blank heads, and i am the only smart person in the room. actually i am the only person in the room. well, thats besides my point. at least i know im not crazy. if i did that and there was actually an alter ego, people should be very worried right about then. but nothing happened. so its fine.

like all nonsense in the world. i stop rant now. hello. yellow dustbin.